Very little grows on jagged rock. Be ground. Be crumbled, so wildflowers will come where you are. Try something different. Surrender.
It looks like, as of right now, our assignment will end in about half a year earlier than we originally expected.
(It could, as always, change in a heartbeat.)
Right now, I'm learning to be okay with it and not obsess on how and what I could, and would, and should, have done differently.
I have a goal now: to live in uncertainty with grace.
I think I'm getting better at it.